And leave earth motherfucker, im gone!

i got ice in my veins
blood in my eyes
hate in my heart
love in my mind
i seen nights full of pain
days of the same
you keep the sunshine
save me the rain
i search but never find
hurt but never cry
i work and forever try
but im cursed so never mine
and its worse but better times
seems further and beyond
the top gets higher the more that i climb
the spot gets smaller and i get bigger
tryna get me where i fit in
no room for a nigga but soon for a
nigga it be on motherfucker cause
all this bullshit have made me strong,
motherfucker